Who’s in your support system?

“What do I write in my journal about?” I asked my therapist. “Anything. Write about the window you’re looking out of. You can write about anything your mind thinks about. Sometimes big things come out of little things so be open minded. It was a pleasure meeting you today. Keep an eye out in your […]

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Two important things to remember

Two things I’ve personally found some truth in within the past year:   1) Just because you haven’t heard from or seen someone recently, does not mean they are not thinking about you.   2) If you miss/love someone, it never hurts to tell them. ❤️

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Do you remember how your first home made you feel?

Laughter, happiness, sadness…anger. Our first home is filled with any and all emotions you can think of. If you can only imagine the thoughts I had the first time I saw our first home. It was like excitement mixed with distress. We were ready to take on the world with our own address. But little […]

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One vice and two hearts

Left to right, right to left…She shakes her head. Agony, pain, confusion; happy, numb, lucid. Her eyes, her bloodshot eyes are tired. She feels personally conflicted between self control and losing her greatest mind. Two hearts are leading the way, though his beats faster some days. Scary enough, one day is enough to slow down […]

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Forgiving me, constantly.

Have you ever found yourself reminiscing about a good time with someone who is in your average, everyday life, and then suddenly – BAM! It hits you out of nowhere. You inevitably think about a bad moment with them? Picture it more as an instant flashback memory of this person; not a recurring argument situation. I […]

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Shredded paper

I found my old diary yesterday while taking part in some spring cleaning. See, I am getting ready to move in with my love and I have a lot to do. His place isn’t all that big, but I love how he makes the most out of a small space. Everything in his house is […]

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Tears in her eyes

She’s confused, emotional,  insecure and feeling utterly pathetic. Her heart is protected by thick-skin yet through her own mental self-torturing shatters, she has finally found a weak spot. After years of convincing herself, and others, that she can control what her friends call heartbreak, she has found it. She wonders how in the world she feels this way, when her relationship is nothing […]

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Another day in paradise

Currently away in paradise right now, one thousand miles away from home; but yet I am home. I am resting my head under a roof that belongs to the keeper of many of my childhood memories…my father. It’s a new life here for him, it’s a life he has adjusted to over the last few […]

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How love suddenly disappears

I spent hours tossing and turning, glancing over at your side of the bed to see if you were awake. You were. I felt the space between us, I knew something wasn’t right. I could literally feel the distance between us, as if our hearts were pulling away from each other. I pretended to be asleep, and […]

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Russian Roulette with the Heart

There you are, right there. Sitting down, looking over at him. Wondering about this imagined life between you and him. You see a home sitting on acres of clean cut green grass, there’s a pool with crystal clean water with a diving board surrounded by trees with fall-colored leaves, you see kids running around with an […]

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