Shredded paper

I found my old diary yesterday while taking part in some spring cleaning. See, I am getting ready to move in with my love and I have a lot to do. His place isn’t all that big, but I love how he makes the most out of a small space. Everything in his house is […]

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He loves me but I’m selfish

Who wants to deal with a selfish person? A mean, obnoxious, and sometimes repulsive person. That’s who I am sometimes. I am all of these things and I have no problem admitting this. Surprisingly not, I proudly hold much higher characteristics that denote warmth and affection. Does he see more of the brighter side of […]

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The blogpost you haven’t seen before

I know, I know, we’ve all seen this before. I just can’t stop thinking about how I want to get back on track with the way things were. Allow me to vent my reoccurring thoughts for the new year, 2018. As I reflect on the past year, I’ve gained a lot of wisdom, friends, love, […]

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Something to look back on

January was cold, bitter, restless and confusing. Two incompatible lovers went their separate ways; yet found themselves together again later on…only to split up again. February was lonely, short and kind of boring. He came back…with a rose. March was bitter-sweet; because I was on my way out of an old job and into a stable career! April was inviting […]

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Tears in her eyes

She’s confused, emotional,  insecure and feeling utterly pathetic. Her heart is protected by thick-skin yet through her own mental self-torturing shatters, she has finally found a weak spot. After years of convincing herself, and others, that she can control what her friends call heartbreak, she has found it. She wonders how in the world she feels this way, when her relationship is nothing […]

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Finding a balance

Maybe I just need to write. Maybe the best medicine is to simply unleash all of the undying ramblings and transcend the burden unto someone else.  Attempt to find balance with someone else, on behalf of my own thoughts written somewhere. Why keep the perpetuating mental agony at bay, when there’s always a peak of curiousity to find […]

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Distance makes the heart grow fonder…sometimes

Think for a minute the type of person you are typically attracted to. Do they usually carry all of the traits you look for/want in a partner; or do you find yourself settling? Someone much wiser than I am once said to me: it’s ok to “settle” to some extent in your relationship…as long as you like […]

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Another day in paradise

Currently away in paradise right now, one thousand miles away from home; but yet I am home. I am resting my head under a roof that belongs to the keeper of many of my childhood memories…my father. It’s a new life here for him, it’s a life he has adjusted to over the last few […]

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Shameful admittance of flaws

Ahh… another weekend is quickly coming to an end, and most of us are probably already thinking about next weekend's excursions. I am sitting here reflecting on the past couple of days I spent with a special someone and the visuals are still pretty clear. Replaying all the endless and raw conversations, still able to […]

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How love suddenly disappears

I spent hours tossing and turning, glancing over at your side of the bed to see if you were awake. You were. I felt the space between us, I knew something wasn’t right. I could literally feel the distance between us, as if our hearts were pulling away from each other. I pretended to be asleep, and […]

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